*Disclaimer for you Dawn :). I like understandjng that love is irrelevant of, but so much more because of the other. I like that I can share this and know that it's about anyone I choose :))
I’ve loved you so much longer than I’ve known you
And when I saw you, I knew
Every piece of me was pulled
Even those bits that I forgot about
The ones that thought they were done with this world
But I sure as hell didn’t know how to be with you
And so I rebelled
I fought that love tooth and nail
Pretending it wasn’t real
Making excuses for my so-called solitude
For all those walls I have up
“Oh, it’s to protect me
Because love hurts, you know”
And so, I question my sanity
Then laugh hysterically at the answer that does not come
Because it wasn’t real
Those walls were like a puff of smoke
They are felt, but all you have to do is take a step forward and you’re through
And really, I don’t need you
I don’t need your devotion, your commitment, to feel complete
I’m just me, alone
Sometimes…
But other times I am so much more
Because of you
Because of what you remind me of
Of who you inspire me to be
Of who we are and what we create
Those tiny pieces of me that come alive with you
And so, my heart hurts when I’m not with you
The home it has found with you feels half-way vacant
I want to touch you
I want to explore you and share with you
I want to make love with you
Like really make it
Not that pretend sort of love that seeks approval
Or the kind that desires to possess as though it will fix
And I know we do
Make love
We make love better than anyone I know
We give that shit away like skittles
And everywhere we go together people smile
Because they know
That we are love
~ C
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